AMAZING

THIS VIDEO I GOT IT BY A FRIEND ON FACE.... ITS JUST AMAZING!!!!!!! LOVE IT
IT DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS AND ENERGY.... MELODY, IMAGES...WOW
RELAXING SMOOTH.... U GOT TO C IT... THANX TO THE PERSON WHO POST IT ON YOUTUBE
THE IMAGES ARE FROM AN AQUARIUM IN JAPAN

u+me+LOVE=JULIE!!!

TODAY I WAS THINKING THAT SOMETIMES PEOPLE OVEREACT TO EVERYTHING AND BUILD STEREOTYPE AND IDEAS THAT ARE SO EXTREME....
for example, being pregnant, everybody has given me advices about every single things and I am grateful but most of the times they just scared me!! like is gonna be that painful that hard that awfull...
acutally I have not deliver my baby but I havent feel that bad, sometimes umcofortable but no so bad... anyway I just cant wait to see her!!! lol
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I have so many dreams I want to achieve that I gave up, but julie makes me stronger and full of hopes and positive energy! just because of her I am gonna do it
try my best so she can follow a rol model that is appropiate. I think the first I have to overcome my insecurity and not quitting on things that I want, give the fight!! I wannna be a warrior for my lil girl1!! and make her proud!
baby I love u!! every single day I think and care about u! u are my world
my baby also made my relationship with richie so great when I share time with him I can see why I chose him why we r together how much he wanted this too its amazing, unbelievable.... I LUV sweetie pie !! we r a complete family with julie! my lil princess!

HAPPY HAPPY TODAY

hey today im so tired .. I went to a mall and walk ...
julianna was by my ribs oh gosh.... and make me feel umcofortable
mmm my mood today is fine, I bought somethin for my girl so cute!! i could get crazy cuz I saw a lot of nice stuff, i didnt knoww what 2 choose...
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haycosas ke me brindan energia postiva la musik es una de ella eso me acuerda mucho ke hace un aho fui a canada y entendi muchas cosillas de la vida, de las decisiones ke tomamos ke tienen sus consecuencias....
y me llevo a decidir tener una nena, ke me tiene muy contenta!!! :)))) :D
bueno volviendo al tema musical .. lol
me encanta esta cantante!! la conoci x mi amiga paula en canada hace un anho. ya la habia escuchado pero no le habia parao bolas a las letras, demasiado bacanas... ella es espanola! se llama bebe
aki hay un link de una de sus canciones ke es genial ELLA PARA DARLE FORTALEZA A TODAS NOSOTRAS LA MUJERES REINAS DE ESTE PLANETA!! RIGHT?

getting ready to b a mom :)

Im gonna be a mom!! wow! its amazing! I am 29 wks

many things are happening...

my body is changing

my baby girl is growing

she kicks sometimes and move a lot.

its so amazing to imagine what she is doing, I really will like to sneak with a camera lol

I listen all the tips people give me

play music for her

talk to her rub my belly

eat healthy

rest

use ton of lotion on my belly so I dont get strech marks hehe

the hard part is that daddy is not with her, I know he will luv to see how my belly grows

but he will come to visit us soon!! about 10 days :)

her name will b julianna, mm maybe julianna marie

sometimes I wonder if she is gonna have identity confusion lol cuz her mom is colombian, daddy is chinese shell live in jamaica wow so many cultures, languages.... mmm maybe will b an advantage she could get the chance to live and taste so many different things from her family...

I can wait to see her and hold her...

I can understand what is the meaning of a parent love, nothing could be compare to it!its unique love... and she hasnt born yet haha I cant imagine when I see her!

here is an ultrasound pic of her suckin her finger lol sooooo cute!!! she was around 18 wks on this pic

Reality

los de arriba, los de abajo los del centro, los de izquierda, los de derecha, los de fusil, losde los discursos ideologicos o no, los populistas, los que dicen ser neutrales ......
donde todos quieren lo mismo
pero solo pa los de su bando
tan bobos y no suman esfuerzos pa que todos tengan un poquito, pa que todos se beneficien
no es facil pero posible
el ser humano es dual hay bondad pero al mismo tiempo egoismo
toca equilibrar o no? donde estemos en el mismo bando



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